The first time we met you’re just an ordinary man that I don’t feel something special. My intention is just to see you If you are not fake. That’s me being curious. It surprised me a lot that meeting continued as the day passed by. Three months later my feelings change I admire you for being smart, hardworking, and honest. You treat me nicely, meetings after meetings or shall I say dating after dating. We eat in a good restaurants, we went in the beach just to talk, go in the bar have a few beer then have a nice conversation of what’s going on in your life and as well of mine. As we often spent time together I sense that what if you and I can be more than friends? I ask you if you have special feelings for me. He said if I will say yes does it not hurts our friendship and do I feel the same and I admitted that night that I have a feelings for him. Since then our relation is always growing to more serious that what I thought where it leads to.
I tell myself if I’m not yet for a serious relationship to this man I should be going far or not continue meeting him by simply avoiding him. When my cell phone gone bad for call he replaced it with a new one just to stay in touch. I just don’t have the heart to not tell him and just walk away. After he shown respect and being a good companion to me. As my contract as a sales clerk was soon be end I tell him in advanced that I may leave Iligan and go back to my Brother’s house then I just don’t knew when I will go back here again. I may or may not.
Then he offered me an opportunity to learn a new job Internet marketing as he own an outsourcing company here in Iligan. He also offered me a separate apartment from where he lived. As I said I will taking my time to take about that offered. He asked when I will be going to transfer every now then so we will be closer in where he lived.
After we talked an agreed he gave me a ride at home then got my stuff in a taxi. I lived next Street to where he stays. The apartment is big up and down yet I am alone there and no furniture and appliance so I can’t do my thing there. Every morning I went to his office apartment to watch the training videos. While engaging myself learning he paid me as allowance in putting my time. Time passed by so quickly realizing that how far we are now. Is far beyond explanations I thought would never happen.
Certainly sometimes life is not ours to predict what happen next or who will be the people we will meet in our journey. Do they will last long and stay forever? Or they just meant to be an experienced for us to learn for our next journey of life. We don’t know.
